Curious yet fearful of the world, I found myself stagnant, caught between the urge to grow and the urge to hide. Through my graduation project, I chose to focus on this very dilemma. I journaled through the friction of work, creativity and daily life, trying to inch forward day by day. No matter how messy things get, I only promise myself to show up tomorrow for the next entry. I have now compiled these two years of journals into a book—a gift of struggle and love for myself and to everyone else.